So, today marks the 2nd day of our college as an HND student ^.^ we continued our studies as usual and my friend suddenly realized me that the current situation now was not the same as before... Well, I looked around and saw that many of our old friends met with their new friends & when I looked at them, I think that it's good that they've changed bit by bit...
But the weird thing is that I felt somehow distant to all of them... I only greeted them & done...
Although it was 2nd day, we've already had exercises to do but hey, I won't complained... That's how they do for an HND students XD though it's stressful, it was a very great experience that we've able to learned something new ^_^ Also, I was able to learn something from my brother who will graduate this year for finishing his HND in IT in ITB...
I was able to understand not only to lecturers but to my brother who was a great mentor to me... He started taking computer studies was when he's in secondary school... Then, he did ND in CS at Sultan Saiful Rijal Technical School and after finishing that, he continued his studies in ITB as an HND student, specializing in IT...
I started liking computer studies was when I've finished my secondary school... Somehow, I want to learn everything from scratch XD I know it's complicated and how clumsy I might be but I will do everything what it takes to learn them ^_^
Hope, I'll be able to learn something from doing this HND's courses not only to myself but also, to other as well...Like my parent, my other closest cousins & friends^_^
Monday, March 31, 2014
Sunday, January 12, 2014
~goodbye 2013 and hello 2014~
So, it's finally 2014, huh?? well, we cherished most of the 2013 moments... There were good memories and also, pain memories... I'll soon be entering college this march for taking Higher National Diploma...^_^" well, actually, I've heard from some of my friends who's doing HND now that it's quite challenging... Their assignments piled up to a number they hardly take upon on... But I'm hoping that when I'm doing my HND later, I'll try learning new stuffs since I'm a curious person...
Congrates to my cousin who got 2 '0's during her June 2013 and overall, she got 6 'O's from her previous 'O' level^_^... She'll be studying at Maktab Duli this march too^_^ Hope, she can cope with the lessons there... Though it'll be tough, but that's how life is, a full of challenges & surprises... Since you're such a 'bold' person, I'll bet you're doing good yourself^_^ But I know a girl like you would never give up on such tough lessons^_^ I know you can do it!!!^_^ Ganbateeee~~~~^_^ your hard work will determined your future^_^
There was one person who would said I'm an odd person but that person was hard to forget since I can easily talked to him for the past 6 months... Since he knew I'm a very indecisive person, I blamed myself for my mixed feelings... I think that's the reason why I'm a failure when it comes to relationships >.< blamed myself over mostly everything happen during our relationship... I don't know if age really matter now but we're 2 years difference and I'm not sure if that will affect our feelings toward each other... He's younger than me but then, he's against our religion...~ why am I foolishly in love with him...?? Do I really need to forget about him...? And I'm not sure a guy his age would be quite understanding on what's my current situation right now....??
And the greatest memories was the winter carnival (22/12/13) at times square when me and my cousin did our first cosplay... It was a second for me after cosplay as OC in an small event at mabohai shopping complex... It wasn't attracting many peoples.... So, since times square has gathered so much peoples, all we did was walking around and taking pictures with us...^^ It was quite fun actually but many cosplayers were there and it made the winter carnival a lot fun!!!^_^ after that event, it seems that me and my cousin planned to buy another cosplay XD
And also, the last memories of 2013 was our family's trip to Kuala Lumpur, Singapore & Johor Bahru for a week... We've stayed at KL for 2 days, then we go by MRT to Woodland, S'pore... We've stayed at S'pore for 2 days... The reason we want to go to S'pore was to go to Universal Studios & also, Marina Bay Sands Skypark...That eventually came true actually and it was a lot of fun!!!^_^ and then, we go to Johor Bahru by bus since we've missed out the MRT's schedules... We've stayed at Johor Bahru for a day... The reason why we go to Johor Bahru cause my mom wanted to go to Legoland and again, it was eventually came true^_^ Then, we went back to KL by using MRT from JB Sentral to KL Sentral for exactly 7 hours... It was mostly the exhausting day ever that I had in my life!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~
Congrates to my cousin who got 2 '0's during her June 2013 and overall, she got 6 'O's from her previous 'O' level^_^... She'll be studying at Maktab Duli this march too^_^ Hope, she can cope with the lessons there... Though it'll be tough, but that's how life is, a full of challenges & surprises... Since you're such a 'bold' person, I'll bet you're doing good yourself^_^ But I know a girl like you would never give up on such tough lessons^_^ I know you can do it!!!^_^ Ganbateeee~~~~^_^ your hard work will determined your future^_^
There was one person who would said I'm an odd person but that person was hard to forget since I can easily talked to him for the past 6 months... Since he knew I'm a very indecisive person, I blamed myself for my mixed feelings... I think that's the reason why I'm a failure when it comes to relationships >.< blamed myself over mostly everything happen during our relationship... I don't know if age really matter now but we're 2 years difference and I'm not sure if that will affect our feelings toward each other... He's younger than me but then, he's against our religion...~ why am I foolishly in love with him...?? Do I really need to forget about him...? And I'm not sure a guy his age would be quite understanding on what's my current situation right now....??
And the greatest memories was the winter carnival (22/12/13) at times square when me and my cousin did our first cosplay... It was a second for me after cosplay as OC in an small event at mabohai shopping complex... It wasn't attracting many peoples.... So, since times square has gathered so much peoples, all we did was walking around and taking pictures with us...^^ It was quite fun actually but many cosplayers were there and it made the winter carnival a lot fun!!!^_^ after that event, it seems that me and my cousin planned to buy another cosplay XD
And also, the last memories of 2013 was our family's trip to Kuala Lumpur, Singapore & Johor Bahru for a week... We've stayed at KL for 2 days, then we go by MRT to Woodland, S'pore... We've stayed at S'pore for 2 days... The reason we want to go to S'pore was to go to Universal Studios & also, Marina Bay Sands Skypark...That eventually came true actually and it was a lot of fun!!!^_^ and then, we go to Johor Bahru by bus since we've missed out the MRT's schedules... We've stayed at Johor Bahru for a day... The reason why we go to Johor Bahru cause my mom wanted to go to Legoland and again, it was eventually came true^_^ Then, we went back to KL by using MRT from JB Sentral to KL Sentral for exactly 7 hours... It was mostly the exhausting day ever that I had in my life!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~
Sunday, September 15, 2013
~September Mood~
There are some things I don't quite understand about my mother... Why nagged at me when I don't know anything about business... Do you think I knew...? Why everything I did seems wrong to you...? I really don't understand how a mother like you wouldn't know her daughter's hobbies...? Well, that's because... Everything I like is what she most despised of...
My favorite songs, my favorite movies... She hate them all!!! >.< Why am I stuck in my room...? That's because I'm scared of you... I even scared to let you buy things for me so, I texted to my sister & asked you to buy for me...
There are some time I hate her, some time I don't...
I wonder why I have a face like her...? Everyone kept saying to me that you look a lot like your mom... I kept looking myself in front of my mirror... *sigh* it's like I'm the younger version of my mom's... I just wished I had a little brother so, I can easily talk to him & playing with him... I know my mom had a very hard time before, delivering all of us but please try to understand that the daughter is trying caring about you...
What's the point if you wouldn't know what my usual hobbies are...? And yes, I'm suck at everything but I'll try my best not only for you but for myself too... Not only that, I want to follow my heart on where I want to do next...
It's true that I'm still living under my parent although I'm 19 but I will try to find a job that is SUITABLE for me... And for that, I will aim for HND 1st then, working... I planned it to be that way so, I can try to learn on being dependent after finish HND later...
BUT, I STILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM!!! just try change your attitude & habits, okay? XD
My favorite songs, my favorite movies... She hate them all!!! >.< Why am I stuck in my room...? That's because I'm scared of you... I even scared to let you buy things for me so, I texted to my sister & asked you to buy for me...
There are some time I hate her, some time I don't...
I wonder why I have a face like her...? Everyone kept saying to me that you look a lot like your mom... I kept looking myself in front of my mirror... *sigh* it's like I'm the younger version of my mom's... I just wished I had a little brother so, I can easily talk to him & playing with him... I know my mom had a very hard time before, delivering all of us but please try to understand that the daughter is trying caring about you...
What's the point if you wouldn't know what my usual hobbies are...? And yes, I'm suck at everything but I'll try my best not only for you but for myself too... Not only that, I want to follow my heart on where I want to do next...
It's true that I'm still living under my parent although I'm 19 but I will try to find a job that is SUITABLE for me... And for that, I will aim for HND 1st then, working... I planned it to be that way so, I can try to learn on being dependent after finish HND later...
BUT, I STILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM!!! just try change your attitude & habits, okay? XD
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Anime that I currently watched^__^
For now, I'm currently watching the new anime that has been aired since 2001 till this year^__^
1) Zetsuen No Tempest (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blast_of_Tempest) - this anime was inspired by the works of William Shakespeare, especially his play The Tempest...
---> I'm not a poetic or you can say I'm not interested in literature... But somehow, this anime inspired me about 2 of the works from Wiilliam Shakespeare himself which were Hamlet & The Tempest... It made me want to know more about this amazing works^__^ I haven't finish watching them cause of my severe cold >.<
2) Angel Beats! (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angel_Beats!) - The story takes place in the afterlife and focuses on Otonashi, a boy who lost his memories of his life after dying. He is enrolled into the afterlife school and meets a girl named Yuri who invites him to join the Afterlife Battlefront—an organization she leads which fights against God. The Battlefront fight against the student council president Angel, a girl with supernatural powers...
---> Somehow, this anime confused me at some point but then, in half of their episodes, I understood bit by bit... But since I've heard it was the most watched anime, so I might be thinking this anime is popular with their story line...
3) Fruit Basket (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fruits_Basket) - The series tells the story of Tohru Honda, an orphan girl who, after meeting Yuki, Kyo and Shigure Sohma, learns that thirteen members of the Sohma family are possessed by the animals of the Chinese zodiac (十二支 Jūnishi) and are cursed to turn into their animal forms when they are weak, stressed, or when they are embraced by anyone of the opposite sex that is not possessed by a zodiacal spirit. In the anime it is possible to transform through torso contact.
---> This anime reminds me about the 12 chinese zodiac animals & I've also realized that cat wasn't one of them... So, I think that the cat want to be inside the chinese zodiac...? LOL, I've always wished the cat was one of the chinese zodiacs XD
4) Free! (http://myanimelist.net/anime/18507/Free!) - The story revolves around Haruka Nanase, a boy who has always loved to be immersed in water, and to swim in it. Before graduating from elementary school, he participated in a swimming tournament along with his fellow swimming club members, Makoto Tachibana, Nagisa Hazuki, and Rin Matsuoka. After achieving victory, each of the boys went their separate ways. Time passed, and in the middle of their uneventful high school lives Rin appears and challenges Haruka to a match, showing Haruka his overwhelming power. Not wanting it to end like this, Haruka, gathers together Makoto and Nagisa once again and brings a new member named Rei Ryugazaki to create the Iwatobi High School Swimming Club in order to defeat Rin. The anime hasn't finished airing yet since it was newly aired 2 months ago so, I might be guessing, their's still new...
---> Well, actually I'm the type of girl who like swimming so, I'm guessing watching this anime wanted me to continue swim which I've already quit a long time ago XD... And I'm only good at freestyle before and somehow, I can't remember of how am I doing the freestyle... I can't do backstroke, breastroke nor even butterfly XD guess I have to learn from the scratch, huh? :p
5) Brothers Conflict (http://brothersconflict.wikia.com/wiki/Brothers_Conflict_Wiki) - It has been adapted into a PlayStation Portable video game and a yonkoma manga series and it will be adapted into an anime television series. The anime is set to air in July 2013 and will be animated by Brain's Base. It is a story about a girl, Hinata Ema who was the daughter of the famous adventurer Hinata Rintarou. One day, Ema finds out that her dad is going to remarry with a successful apparel maker named Asahina Miwa. Rather than bothering them, she decides to move in to the Sunrise Residence complex that is owned by Miwa. From there, she discovers that she has 13 stepbrothers. As she gets to know all of them, will one of her step-brothers fall in love with Ema?
--> hmm, living with 13 stepbrothers, huh? Well, that would be awkward... but after knowing that you've adopted, it would be TOO awkward as all of them will liking you more... haha, that kind of story was kind of awkward... Though my cousin said that it would be annoying to live with 13 step-brothers but then, she also said that she will be the most luckiest person in the world for having 13 step-brothers XD feelings for all of the 13 step-brothers...? eh, I don't know?
6) Diabolik Lovers (http://diabolik-lovers.wikia.com/wiki/Diabolik_Lovers_Wiki) - Yui Komori is a an ordinary high school girl who lived with her father, who owns a church. She was happy with her normal life until one day her father was called off to work and she was not allowed to accompany him. Yui instead was given a certain address by her father and instructed her to go there, saying the people living there were "relatives". Yui follows her father's orders and arriving at a mysterious mansion as the address had suggested. As she discovers what's in the house, she meets 6 brothers who don't seem "normal"...
--> living with those who's don't seem to be 'normal' ...? well, it is scary... But since you'll be living with them, you might as well try getting use to it^__^ though they're monsters living inside human's body, just bear with it... If me, I would do that...
1) Zetsuen No Tempest (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blast_of_Tempest) - this anime was inspired by the works of William Shakespeare, especially his play The Tempest...
---> I'm not a poetic or you can say I'm not interested in literature... But somehow, this anime inspired me about 2 of the works from Wiilliam Shakespeare himself which were Hamlet & The Tempest... It made me want to know more about this amazing works^__^ I haven't finish watching them cause of my severe cold >.<
2) Angel Beats! (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angel_Beats!) - The story takes place in the afterlife and focuses on Otonashi, a boy who lost his memories of his life after dying. He is enrolled into the afterlife school and meets a girl named Yuri who invites him to join the Afterlife Battlefront—an organization she leads which fights against God. The Battlefront fight against the student council president Angel, a girl with supernatural powers...
---> Somehow, this anime confused me at some point but then, in half of their episodes, I understood bit by bit... But since I've heard it was the most watched anime, so I might be thinking this anime is popular with their story line...
3) Fruit Basket (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fruits_Basket) - The series tells the story of Tohru Honda, an orphan girl who, after meeting Yuki, Kyo and Shigure Sohma, learns that thirteen members of the Sohma family are possessed by the animals of the Chinese zodiac (十二支 Jūnishi) and are cursed to turn into their animal forms when they are weak, stressed, or when they are embraced by anyone of the opposite sex that is not possessed by a zodiacal spirit. In the anime it is possible to transform through torso contact.
---> This anime reminds me about the 12 chinese zodiac animals & I've also realized that cat wasn't one of them... So, I think that the cat want to be inside the chinese zodiac...? LOL, I've always wished the cat was one of the chinese zodiacs XD
4) Free! (http://myanimelist.net/anime/18507/Free!) - The story revolves around Haruka Nanase, a boy who has always loved to be immersed in water, and to swim in it. Before graduating from elementary school, he participated in a swimming tournament along with his fellow swimming club members, Makoto Tachibana, Nagisa Hazuki, and Rin Matsuoka. After achieving victory, each of the boys went their separate ways. Time passed, and in the middle of their uneventful high school lives Rin appears and challenges Haruka to a match, showing Haruka his overwhelming power. Not wanting it to end like this, Haruka, gathers together Makoto and Nagisa once again and brings a new member named Rei Ryugazaki to create the Iwatobi High School Swimming Club in order to defeat Rin. The anime hasn't finished airing yet since it was newly aired 2 months ago so, I might be guessing, their's still new...
---> Well, actually I'm the type of girl who like swimming so, I'm guessing watching this anime wanted me to continue swim which I've already quit a long time ago XD... And I'm only good at freestyle before and somehow, I can't remember of how am I doing the freestyle... I can't do backstroke, breastroke nor even butterfly XD guess I have to learn from the scratch, huh? :p
5) Brothers Conflict (http://brothersconflict.wikia.com/wiki/Brothers_Conflict_Wiki) - It has been adapted into a PlayStation Portable video game and a yonkoma manga series and it will be adapted into an anime television series. The anime is set to air in July 2013 and will be animated by Brain's Base. It is a story about a girl, Hinata Ema who was the daughter of the famous adventurer Hinata Rintarou. One day, Ema finds out that her dad is going to remarry with a successful apparel maker named Asahina Miwa. Rather than bothering them, she decides to move in to the Sunrise Residence complex that is owned by Miwa. From there, she discovers that she has 13 stepbrothers. As she gets to know all of them, will one of her step-brothers fall in love with Ema?
--> hmm, living with 13 stepbrothers, huh? Well, that would be awkward... but after knowing that you've adopted, it would be TOO awkward as all of them will liking you more... haha, that kind of story was kind of awkward... Though my cousin said that it would be annoying to live with 13 step-brothers but then, she also said that she will be the most luckiest person in the world for having 13 step-brothers XD feelings for all of the 13 step-brothers...? eh, I don't know?
6) Diabolik Lovers (http://diabolik-lovers.wikia.com/wiki/Diabolik_Lovers_Wiki) - Yui Komori is a an ordinary high school girl who lived with her father, who owns a church. She was happy with her normal life until one day her father was called off to work and she was not allowed to accompany him. Yui instead was given a certain address by her father and instructed her to go there, saying the people living there were "relatives". Yui follows her father's orders and arriving at a mysterious mansion as the address had suggested. As she discovers what's in the house, she meets 6 brothers who don't seem "normal"...
--> living with those who's don't seem to be 'normal' ...? well, it is scary... But since you'll be living with them, you might as well try getting use to it^__^ though they're monsters living inside human's body, just bear with it... If me, I would do that...
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Sweet August Moment
After fasting for a month, we celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri... During those months of fasting, it was quite challenging as we have to live without foods & drinks until our Maghrib's Prayer Time was heard... It is our Muslim Tradition as it was included in our most important days... After fasting's month, we would celebrate the very most important days, Hari Raya Aidilfitri...
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is a tradition where we visit our grandparents, friends or any close relatives who we've never met before or to those who we've met since we were kids... It is also a tradition where we visit, talk & laugh with them^.^ this will only happen once in our lifetime...
And also, where the owner of each homes gave a green envelope contain money to kids & shook their hands as a thank you^.^
But there's also times when you've lost your parent or your grandparents since you were kids & you came to their graves to respect them & also, apologize for any wrongdoings that they've done... It is said to be the most cherished moments if they always come to their graves to apologize on what they've done before...
I wonder if I can ever forgive myself in front of my parent or my grandparent's graves in the near future...? Arghh!!! why would I think like that...? That'll never happen...^^;
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is a tradition where we visit our grandparents, friends or any close relatives who we've never met before or to those who we've met since we were kids... It is also a tradition where we visit, talk & laugh with them^.^ this will only happen once in our lifetime...
And also, where the owner of each homes gave a green envelope contain money to kids & shook their hands as a thank you^.^
But there's also times when you've lost your parent or your grandparents since you were kids & you came to their graves to respect them & also, apologize for any wrongdoings that they've done... It is said to be the most cherished moments if they always come to their graves to apologize on what they've done before...
I wonder if I can ever forgive myself in front of my parent or my grandparent's graves in the near future...? Arghh!!! why would I think like that...? That'll never happen...^^;
Sunday, July 14, 2013
❤SMT momentz❤
Somehow,boredness strike me so, I just screenshot between my character & her demon, Wild Bird Morrigan^_^
Somehow this is fun... Having clan picture with the other clannies and it was funny too... Some of them posed very funny... And I've only noticed that my gear isn't that good either and although I'm the 2nd member in this clan, I'm still way too low for them...
While the image below is when we're in a cave while waiting for night to come since that's the time when the demons always come out...
The image to the right and below was when I met a player who always helped me about this game... And he's also my friend... I guess that what made me think he was...
My character and her demon, Phoenix -->
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
~Graduation~
Today, we've just did our actual graduation with the special guest of honor, The Minister of Education, Yang Berhormat Pehin Orang Kaya Seri Kerna Dato Seri Setia (Dr) Awang Abu Bakar bin Haji Apong... Having him as our special guest of honor has totally completed this memorable event... Everything was in place & set to go^^
Everyone was anxious on the outside but excited on the inside^^ Hey, I wasn't talking about everyone...I was too, you know? My hand keep sweating whenever I walked toward on the stage >.< But at the same time, I was happy to finally graduated^^ I just can't stop smiling & laughing with my friends^^~
For sure, It's hard to forget this memorable event as it includes a lot of people in it^^ with their anxious yet excited faces, it was a VERY memorable event of my entire life^^ I'm proud to be one of the 2013 MIC graduates... Thanks to Micronet, we were able to shared this memorable event with our loved ones^^
We were all proud of ourselves^^it was an unforgettable moment^^ can't stop thinking that I did made my parent proud of me but that's just the beginning of it... I need to do more than that to satisfies me so, I hope my parent genuinely proud of me^^
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