There are some things I don't quite understand about my mother... Why nagged at me when I don't know anything about business... Do you think I knew...? Why everything I did seems wrong to you...? I really don't understand how a mother like you wouldn't know her daughter's hobbies...? Well, that's because... Everything I like is what she most despised of...
My favorite songs, my favorite movies... She hate them all!!! >.< Why am I stuck in my room...? That's because I'm scared of you... I even scared to let you buy things for me so, I texted to my sister & asked you to buy for me...
There are some time I hate her, some time I don't...
I wonder why I have a face like her...? Everyone kept saying to me that you look a lot like your mom... I kept looking myself in front of my mirror... *sigh* it's like I'm the younger version of my mom's... I just wished I had a little brother so, I can easily talk to him & playing with him... I know my mom had a very hard time before, delivering all of us but please try to understand that the daughter is trying caring about you...
What's the point if you wouldn't know what my usual hobbies are...? And yes, I'm suck at everything but I'll try my best not only for you but for myself too... Not only that, I want to follow my heart on where I want to do next...
It's true that I'm still living under my parent although I'm 19 but I will try to find a job that is SUITABLE for me... And for that, I will aim for HND 1st then, working... I planned it to be that way so, I can try to learn on being dependent after finish HND later...
BUT, I STILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM!!! just try change your attitude & habits, okay? XD
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Anime that I currently watched^__^
For now, I'm currently watching the new anime that has been aired since 2001 till this year^__^
1) Zetsuen No Tempest (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blast_of_Tempest) - this anime was inspired by the works of William Shakespeare, especially his play The Tempest...
---> I'm not a poetic or you can say I'm not interested in literature... But somehow, this anime inspired me about 2 of the works from Wiilliam Shakespeare himself which were Hamlet & The Tempest... It made me want to know more about this amazing works^__^ I haven't finish watching them cause of my severe cold >.<
2) Angel Beats! (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angel_Beats!) - The story takes place in the afterlife and focuses on Otonashi, a boy who lost his memories of his life after dying. He is enrolled into the afterlife school and meets a girl named Yuri who invites him to join the Afterlife Battlefront—an organization she leads which fights against God. The Battlefront fight against the student council president Angel, a girl with supernatural powers...
---> Somehow, this anime confused me at some point but then, in half of their episodes, I understood bit by bit... But since I've heard it was the most watched anime, so I might be thinking this anime is popular with their story line...
3) Fruit Basket (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fruits_Basket) - The series tells the story of Tohru Honda, an orphan girl who, after meeting Yuki, Kyo and Shigure Sohma, learns that thirteen members of the Sohma family are possessed by the animals of the Chinese zodiac (十二支 Jūnishi) and are cursed to turn into their animal forms when they are weak, stressed, or when they are embraced by anyone of the opposite sex that is not possessed by a zodiacal spirit. In the anime it is possible to transform through torso contact.
---> This anime reminds me about the 12 chinese zodiac animals & I've also realized that cat wasn't one of them... So, I think that the cat want to be inside the chinese zodiac...? LOL, I've always wished the cat was one of the chinese zodiacs XD
4) Free! (http://myanimelist.net/anime/18507/Free!) - The story revolves around Haruka Nanase, a boy who has always loved to be immersed in water, and to swim in it. Before graduating from elementary school, he participated in a swimming tournament along with his fellow swimming club members, Makoto Tachibana, Nagisa Hazuki, and Rin Matsuoka. After achieving victory, each of the boys went their separate ways. Time passed, and in the middle of their uneventful high school lives Rin appears and challenges Haruka to a match, showing Haruka his overwhelming power. Not wanting it to end like this, Haruka, gathers together Makoto and Nagisa once again and brings a new member named Rei Ryugazaki to create the Iwatobi High School Swimming Club in order to defeat Rin. The anime hasn't finished airing yet since it was newly aired 2 months ago so, I might be guessing, their's still new...
---> Well, actually I'm the type of girl who like swimming so, I'm guessing watching this anime wanted me to continue swim which I've already quit a long time ago XD... And I'm only good at freestyle before and somehow, I can't remember of how am I doing the freestyle... I can't do backstroke, breastroke nor even butterfly XD guess I have to learn from the scratch, huh? :p
5) Brothers Conflict (http://brothersconflict.wikia.com/wiki/Brothers_Conflict_Wiki) - It has been adapted into a PlayStation Portable video game and a yonkoma manga series and it will be adapted into an anime television series. The anime is set to air in July 2013 and will be animated by Brain's Base. It is a story about a girl, Hinata Ema who was the daughter of the famous adventurer Hinata Rintarou. One day, Ema finds out that her dad is going to remarry with a successful apparel maker named Asahina Miwa. Rather than bothering them, she decides to move in to the Sunrise Residence complex that is owned by Miwa. From there, she discovers that she has 13 stepbrothers. As she gets to know all of them, will one of her step-brothers fall in love with Ema?
--> hmm, living with 13 stepbrothers, huh? Well, that would be awkward... but after knowing that you've adopted, it would be TOO awkward as all of them will liking you more... haha, that kind of story was kind of awkward... Though my cousin said that it would be annoying to live with 13 step-brothers but then, she also said that she will be the most luckiest person in the world for having 13 step-brothers XD feelings for all of the 13 step-brothers...? eh, I don't know?
6) Diabolik Lovers (http://diabolik-lovers.wikia.com/wiki/Diabolik_Lovers_Wiki) - Yui Komori is a an ordinary high school girl who lived with her father, who owns a church. She was happy with her normal life until one day her father was called off to work and she was not allowed to accompany him. Yui instead was given a certain address by her father and instructed her to go there, saying the people living there were "relatives". Yui follows her father's orders and arriving at a mysterious mansion as the address had suggested. As she discovers what's in the house, she meets 6 brothers who don't seem "normal"...
--> living with those who's don't seem to be 'normal' ...? well, it is scary... But since you'll be living with them, you might as well try getting use to it^__^ though they're monsters living inside human's body, just bear with it... If me, I would do that...
1) Zetsuen No Tempest (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blast_of_Tempest) - this anime was inspired by the works of William Shakespeare, especially his play The Tempest...
---> I'm not a poetic or you can say I'm not interested in literature... But somehow, this anime inspired me about 2 of the works from Wiilliam Shakespeare himself which were Hamlet & The Tempest... It made me want to know more about this amazing works^__^ I haven't finish watching them cause of my severe cold >.<
2) Angel Beats! (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angel_Beats!) - The story takes place in the afterlife and focuses on Otonashi, a boy who lost his memories of his life after dying. He is enrolled into the afterlife school and meets a girl named Yuri who invites him to join the Afterlife Battlefront—an organization she leads which fights against God. The Battlefront fight against the student council president Angel, a girl with supernatural powers...
---> Somehow, this anime confused me at some point but then, in half of their episodes, I understood bit by bit... But since I've heard it was the most watched anime, so I might be thinking this anime is popular with their story line...
3) Fruit Basket (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fruits_Basket) - The series tells the story of Tohru Honda, an orphan girl who, after meeting Yuki, Kyo and Shigure Sohma, learns that thirteen members of the Sohma family are possessed by the animals of the Chinese zodiac (十二支 Jūnishi) and are cursed to turn into their animal forms when they are weak, stressed, or when they are embraced by anyone of the opposite sex that is not possessed by a zodiacal spirit. In the anime it is possible to transform through torso contact.
---> This anime reminds me about the 12 chinese zodiac animals & I've also realized that cat wasn't one of them... So, I think that the cat want to be inside the chinese zodiac...? LOL, I've always wished the cat was one of the chinese zodiacs XD
4) Free! (http://myanimelist.net/anime/18507/Free!) - The story revolves around Haruka Nanase, a boy who has always loved to be immersed in water, and to swim in it. Before graduating from elementary school, he participated in a swimming tournament along with his fellow swimming club members, Makoto Tachibana, Nagisa Hazuki, and Rin Matsuoka. After achieving victory, each of the boys went their separate ways. Time passed, and in the middle of their uneventful high school lives Rin appears and challenges Haruka to a match, showing Haruka his overwhelming power. Not wanting it to end like this, Haruka, gathers together Makoto and Nagisa once again and brings a new member named Rei Ryugazaki to create the Iwatobi High School Swimming Club in order to defeat Rin. The anime hasn't finished airing yet since it was newly aired 2 months ago so, I might be guessing, their's still new...
---> Well, actually I'm the type of girl who like swimming so, I'm guessing watching this anime wanted me to continue swim which I've already quit a long time ago XD... And I'm only good at freestyle before and somehow, I can't remember of how am I doing the freestyle... I can't do backstroke, breastroke nor even butterfly XD guess I have to learn from the scratch, huh? :p
5) Brothers Conflict (http://brothersconflict.wikia.com/wiki/Brothers_Conflict_Wiki) - It has been adapted into a PlayStation Portable video game and a yonkoma manga series and it will be adapted into an anime television series. The anime is set to air in July 2013 and will be animated by Brain's Base. It is a story about a girl, Hinata Ema who was the daughter of the famous adventurer Hinata Rintarou. One day, Ema finds out that her dad is going to remarry with a successful apparel maker named Asahina Miwa. Rather than bothering them, she decides to move in to the Sunrise Residence complex that is owned by Miwa. From there, she discovers that she has 13 stepbrothers. As she gets to know all of them, will one of her step-brothers fall in love with Ema?
--> hmm, living with 13 stepbrothers, huh? Well, that would be awkward... but after knowing that you've adopted, it would be TOO awkward as all of them will liking you more... haha, that kind of story was kind of awkward... Though my cousin said that it would be annoying to live with 13 step-brothers but then, she also said that she will be the most luckiest person in the world for having 13 step-brothers XD feelings for all of the 13 step-brothers...? eh, I don't know?
6) Diabolik Lovers (http://diabolik-lovers.wikia.com/wiki/Diabolik_Lovers_Wiki) - Yui Komori is a an ordinary high school girl who lived with her father, who owns a church. She was happy with her normal life until one day her father was called off to work and she was not allowed to accompany him. Yui instead was given a certain address by her father and instructed her to go there, saying the people living there were "relatives". Yui follows her father's orders and arriving at a mysterious mansion as the address had suggested. As she discovers what's in the house, she meets 6 brothers who don't seem "normal"...
--> living with those who's don't seem to be 'normal' ...? well, it is scary... But since you'll be living with them, you might as well try getting use to it^__^ though they're monsters living inside human's body, just bear with it... If me, I would do that...
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Sweet August Moment
After fasting for a month, we celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri... During those months of fasting, it was quite challenging as we have to live without foods & drinks until our Maghrib's Prayer Time was heard... It is our Muslim Tradition as it was included in our most important days... After fasting's month, we would celebrate the very most important days, Hari Raya Aidilfitri...
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is a tradition where we visit our grandparents, friends or any close relatives who we've never met before or to those who we've met since we were kids... It is also a tradition where we visit, talk & laugh with them^.^ this will only happen once in our lifetime...
And also, where the owner of each homes gave a green envelope contain money to kids & shook their hands as a thank you^.^
But there's also times when you've lost your parent or your grandparents since you were kids & you came to their graves to respect them & also, apologize for any wrongdoings that they've done... It is said to be the most cherished moments if they always come to their graves to apologize on what they've done before...
I wonder if I can ever forgive myself in front of my parent or my grandparent's graves in the near future...? Arghh!!! why would I think like that...? That'll never happen...^^;
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is a tradition where we visit our grandparents, friends or any close relatives who we've never met before or to those who we've met since we were kids... It is also a tradition where we visit, talk & laugh with them^.^ this will only happen once in our lifetime...
And also, where the owner of each homes gave a green envelope contain money to kids & shook their hands as a thank you^.^
But there's also times when you've lost your parent or your grandparents since you were kids & you came to their graves to respect them & also, apologize for any wrongdoings that they've done... It is said to be the most cherished moments if they always come to their graves to apologize on what they've done before...
I wonder if I can ever forgive myself in front of my parent or my grandparent's graves in the near future...? Arghh!!! why would I think like that...? That'll never happen...^^;
Sunday, July 14, 2013
❤SMT momentz❤
Somehow,boredness strike me so, I just screenshot between my character & her demon, Wild Bird Morrigan^_^
Somehow this is fun... Having clan picture with the other clannies and it was funny too... Some of them posed very funny... And I've only noticed that my gear isn't that good either and although I'm the 2nd member in this clan, I'm still way too low for them...
While the image below is when we're in a cave while waiting for night to come since that's the time when the demons always come out...
The image to the right and below was when I met a player who always helped me about this game... And he's also my friend... I guess that what made me think he was...
My character and her demon, Phoenix -->
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
~Graduation~
Today, we've just did our actual graduation with the special guest of honor, The Minister of Education, Yang Berhormat Pehin Orang Kaya Seri Kerna Dato Seri Setia (Dr) Awang Abu Bakar bin Haji Apong... Having him as our special guest of honor has totally completed this memorable event... Everything was in place & set to go^^
Everyone was anxious on the outside but excited on the inside^^ Hey, I wasn't talking about everyone...I was too, you know? My hand keep sweating whenever I walked toward on the stage >.< But at the same time, I was happy to finally graduated^^ I just can't stop smiling & laughing with my friends^^~
For sure, It's hard to forget this memorable event as it includes a lot of people in it^^ with their anxious yet excited faces, it was a VERY memorable event of my entire life^^ I'm proud to be one of the 2013 MIC graduates... Thanks to Micronet, we were able to shared this memorable event with our loved ones^^
We were all proud of ourselves^^it was an unforgettable moment^^ can't stop thinking that I did made my parent proud of me but that's just the beginning of it... I need to do more than that to satisfies me so, I hope my parent genuinely proud of me^^
Monday, June 3, 2013
~JuneMood~
Tomorrow, I have my final rehearsal for graduation next week^^can't wait to graduate with some of my friends^^I've missed my other friends who didn't have the chance to graduate :( I really wanted them to graduate with me & my other friends -sigh- >.<
And one thing that annoys me that my sister's... friend is going to be there too... I wonder if it good to called him as her friend... ah, boyfriend would be better,right? or not...? I wonder^^ Well, he's our friend & we've known him since we're elementary... But he only noticed my sister -_-, -sigh-
He messaged me through FB to say that he noticed me but he's afraid that he might be wrong >.< (of course, that's me...you idiot) I guess I'm a very sensitive girl, aren't I? and then, my sister want to follow me on tomorrow's graduation rehearsal 0.0 and I was like 'sure,why not...?' ... Wait,why did I answered that even though I intend to answer "why would you want to follow...?" (he's my crush, after all^^but now, he's don't...)
Arghh, what should I do...? >.<
My sister never stopped texting him -___- and she did it everyday non-stop... I don't know why I have this kind of feeling?... The jealousy-kind of feeling instead of trying to support her... -deep sigh- well, I guess I need to face the truth after all that I'm not an infant anymore with these kind of feelings... I'm an adult now... What past is just a past, all I need to focus now is present & more importantly, future...
And oh yes, maybe I'll try supporting her... Guess, I'll try^^ go go~~~
And one thing that annoys me that my sister's... friend is going to be there too... I wonder if it good to called him as her friend... ah, boyfriend would be better,right? or not...? I wonder^^ Well, he's our friend & we've known him since we're elementary... But he only noticed my sister -_-, -sigh-
He messaged me through FB to say that he noticed me but he's afraid that he might be wrong >.< (of course, that's me...you idiot) I guess I'm a very sensitive girl, aren't I? and then, my sister want to follow me on tomorrow's graduation rehearsal 0.0 and I was like 'sure,why not...?' ... Wait,why did I answered that even though I intend to answer "why would you want to follow...?" (he's my crush, after all^^but now, he's don't...)
Arghh, what should I do...? >.<
My sister never stopped texting him -___- and she did it everyday non-stop... I don't know why I have this kind of feeling?... The jealousy-kind of feeling instead of trying to support her... -deep sigh- well, I guess I need to face the truth after all that I'm not an infant anymore with these kind of feelings... I'm an adult now... What past is just a past, all I need to focus now is present & more importantly, future...
And oh yes, maybe I'll try supporting her... Guess, I'll try^^ go go~~~
Thursday, May 23, 2013
~MayMood part 2~
I've been sick since yesterday >.< now, it's getting better cause it's been cooling down... It's good comparing yesterday which was hotter >.< although I'm kind of sick yesterday, I still attend my driving class... haha, pushing myself to the limit, I guess... Even 2 of my friends from the game worries of my health... So, they wished me to get better soon.. I'm fine with just my friends wishing me to get better but my clans (in the game,SMT ) kind of not noticing me that I'm sick... Well, I'm happy that 2 of them were my special friends^^ well, a massive headache plus a fever is a total nightmare for me >.<
Not only 2 of them worried, my cousin also too^^ she was kind enough to wished me get better soon... So, that makes 3 of them were my special friend^^ I still wondering if my "clan" still worries of me? hmm... Ah, that's what you called a group of people in an online game... They just greeted me as soon as I logged but after that, they talked about something else... -deep sigh- of course, they're different but being nice is hard to find these days as some of them tends not to be being an honest person... So, I want to be nice to them but instead, wait... I think that's why I rarely on to that game^^
Well... I might don't care about that^^ to tell you the truth, I have friends that truly cares for me... but need more to fill the gaps within my heart as I like to remembers my memories not only just 2 or 3 peoples, many... I like to remember their laughter, their sorrow and our true bonds... Yeah, I might saying this like jokes but it's true^^ "the person whom you never talked to is the person you liked the most but shy to ask" haha, it's a quote... But, then again... It's true~~ I never talked to someone whom I have admired... But I once talked to him but then, the next day... That's when I started to never talked to him as he talked with a girl... And yes, I'm a little sensitive >.>
Hmm, I wonder if I can make my appearance next week for the graduation rehearsal if this fever still consumes me? -.- I can't stop worrying about it~~ oh well, better get well real soon~~ and I meant ASAP >.<
Not only 2 of them worried, my cousin also too^^ she was kind enough to wished me get better soon... So, that makes 3 of them were my special friend^^ I still wondering if my "clan" still worries of me? hmm... Ah, that's what you called a group of people in an online game... They just greeted me as soon as I logged but after that, they talked about something else... -deep sigh- of course, they're different but being nice is hard to find these days as some of them tends not to be being an honest person... So, I want to be nice to them but instead, wait... I think that's why I rarely on to that game^^
Well... I might don't care about that^^ to tell you the truth, I have friends that truly cares for me... but need more to fill the gaps within my heart as I like to remembers my memories not only just 2 or 3 peoples, many... I like to remember their laughter, their sorrow and our true bonds... Yeah, I might saying this like jokes but it's true^^ "the person whom you never talked to is the person you liked the most but shy to ask" haha, it's a quote... But, then again... It's true~~ I never talked to someone whom I have admired... But I once talked to him but then, the next day... That's when I started to never talked to him as he talked with a girl... And yes, I'm a little sensitive >.>
Hmm, I wonder if I can make my appearance next week for the graduation rehearsal if this fever still consumes me? -.- I can't stop worrying about it~~ oh well, better get well real soon~~ and I meant ASAP >.<
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
~My Fav Songz,sang by AmaLee and Annalie~
The english version of these songs were very nice^^ even more, I'm in love with it since all of them were my favorite animes and the lyrics was nice too^^ it is such a great yet nice piece of works^^ keep up the good work, Amanda Lee and Annalie^^ I'll support your work^^ and maybe I can make my own covers for the near future later on^^haha, I wish though^^
~MayMood part 1~
So, in less than a week, I have my rehearsal for our graduation... Well, kinda nervous about it but also happy^^ can't wait to continue my next level^^ life's full of challenges & that's what I like^^ challenges is the 1st thing I do for my future... Just go straight & don't stop on pursuing your dream^^ GO GO~~~
Other than my graduation around the corner, there's a lot happening in my life^^ I'm not only a computer student but also, a baker^^ I like to bake cake instead of cooking...haha^^ no offence though^^ I'm just not that into cooking... I'll always bake whenever I have free time like after exam^^ not only me, my maid & my sisters were interested too... haha~ and they're improved bit by bit^^
I keep updating if there's any animes that interest me^^ and there were Code Breakers, D Grayman, Amnesia and many more... Currently, I've been watching Code Breaker in my laptop^^ It reminds me of an anime, "Blue Exorcist" that my cousin's was trying to download...I'm not sure if she finish downloading it?... Hmm, well.... Hope she finishes it~~
Code Breaker was fun to watch... My type of anime... The mystery & sci-fi type... I'm into horror, mystery, sci-fi, romance & high school - type of anime...
Other than my graduation around the corner, there's a lot happening in my life^^ I'm not only a computer student but also, a baker^^ I like to bake cake instead of cooking...haha^^ no offence though^^ I'm just not that into cooking... I'll always bake whenever I have free time like after exam^^ not only me, my maid & my sisters were interested too... haha~ and they're improved bit by bit^^
I keep updating if there's any animes that interest me^^ and there were Code Breakers, D Grayman, Amnesia and many more... Currently, I've been watching Code Breaker in my laptop^^ It reminds me of an anime, "Blue Exorcist" that my cousin's was trying to download...I'm not sure if she finish downloading it?... Hmm, well.... Hope she finishes it~~
Code Breaker was fun to watch... My type of anime... The mystery & sci-fi type... I'm into horror, mystery, sci-fi, romance & high school - type of anime...
Monday, May 20, 2013
~Unknown~
I don't know what to do now? I don't even want to know what am I doing... What is going on with my life lately? I thought it would be like happy,cheerful & being my real self...but now, I can't seem to know how am I feeling right now? Why did it happened now? Mom, Dad... I don't know what's going on between you two... I can't stop worrying about it... I even cried since yesterday...
I don't care whether you care about me or not... I just want to know if both of you really going to be just fine... I'm writing this cause I'm being serious... And this is the 1st time I let my real feelings out...
I don't care about others but as long as both of you are going to be just fine, I'll be the happiest kid in my whole life... I kept thinking while crying about you two... Please don't make my life suffer more deeply...
I keep pursuing my dream because of you two... Both of you motivated me to keep going to whichever path you want to take... I'm still holding that dream until now & I'm not giving up... I don't want my graduation to be a waste if both of you still acting like this...
Frankly, I want both of you to be there, see me in a graduation robe & taking my diploma... I want both of you to be proud of me... And that's mean, I want all of my family to be proud of me on which path am I going to take in the near future...
Lastly, as one of your daughters... I want both of you to be happy... And that's that^^ and please stop ignoring each other... It pains me to see that... Even worse, I'm very upset... I'm only saying this not because that I'm your daughter but also, as a matured girl who worried about it...
Although I might be clumsy but I'm might be thinking that... Life is full of obstacles & challenges... And that's right^^ it is challenging... I wonder if this is what you called obstacles that gets in your way or just a challenge to test your feelings? Still wondering about that until now...
I don't care whether you care about me or not... I just want to know if both of you really going to be just fine... I'm writing this cause I'm being serious... And this is the 1st time I let my real feelings out...
I don't care about others but as long as both of you are going to be just fine, I'll be the happiest kid in my whole life... I kept thinking while crying about you two... Please don't make my life suffer more deeply...
I keep pursuing my dream because of you two... Both of you motivated me to keep going to whichever path you want to take... I'm still holding that dream until now & I'm not giving up... I don't want my graduation to be a waste if both of you still acting like this...
Frankly, I want both of you to be there, see me in a graduation robe & taking my diploma... I want both of you to be proud of me... And that's mean, I want all of my family to be proud of me on which path am I going to take in the near future...
Lastly, as one of your daughters... I want both of you to be happy... And that's that^^ and please stop ignoring each other... It pains me to see that... Even worse, I'm very upset... I'm only saying this not because that I'm your daughter but also, as a matured girl who worried about it...
Although I might be clumsy but I'm might be thinking that... Life is full of obstacles & challenges... And that's right^^ it is challenging... I wonder if this is what you called obstacles that gets in your way or just a challenge to test your feelings? Still wondering about that until now...
Friday, April 26, 2013
`BuSy MoDe`
So, today's the day, huh? ^_^ my cousin's wedding is finally come^^ and all of us were busy preparing stuffs last minute XD We've been sleeping like less than 6 hours during these busy days >.< and my eyes now still wanna sleep... From the day my cousin's proposal to the day before the wedding,we've always went to my grandparent's house from 7pm till 3am and it was pretty exhausting...
I just wished if this were ever finished, I want to scream myself to free myself from this stress XD this is the 2nd time I've been joining these kind of wedding as one of the receptionists... Don't know if this is the same experience as before... haha, guess not cause this is our closest cousin we're talking about^^ the 1st time I did this was my other cousin's wedding but that wasn't the same as this cause it made me nervous all of the sudden >.<
My parent sponsored too much for this wedding >.< and I'm worried that... Umm, never mind -.- cause of that, it stressing me out that if it was my wedding, they will sponsor the same things like this >.< I just wish I can sponsor my own wedding with my own money but guess what? That will not happen to me now XD I guess I have to wait, then^^
And now, it's quite stormy at my place now... and I think it's going to rain... I wonder how this wedding going to go? 0.o hmm...
I just wished if this were ever finished, I want to scream myself to free myself from this stress XD this is the 2nd time I've been joining these kind of wedding as one of the receptionists... Don't know if this is the same experience as before... haha, guess not cause this is our closest cousin we're talking about^^ the 1st time I did this was my other cousin's wedding but that wasn't the same as this cause it made me nervous all of the sudden >.<
My parent sponsored too much for this wedding >.< and I'm worried that... Umm, never mind -.- cause of that, it stressing me out that if it was my wedding, they will sponsor the same things like this >.< I just wish I can sponsor my own wedding with my own money but guess what? That will not happen to me now XD I guess I have to wait, then^^
And now, it's quite stormy at my place now... and I think it's going to rain... I wonder how this wedding going to go? 0.o hmm...
Monday, April 15, 2013
~Game~Lover~
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| Me as a character known as leafa and beside is my own demon, "Morrigan" |
The screenshot above shows an MMORPG game that I've played since January 2013 (this year, of course)... It was known as "Shin Megami Tensei: IMAGINE"... Now, still playing it^^ it was fun cause you're not playing it within this country, it was played by peoples all around the world... And you can befriend with them^^ even though you're bored, u're still can chat with your friends^^
And I can easily shared my personal problems with them instead of talking face to face^^ not only that, I was motivated by them all the time when I'm in mood swing^^ and also,they were being helpful too^^
Somehow,I can easily understand them more than I understand about those who around me now... And also in this game, the one who's fighting alongside with you was your very own demon^^ somehow, from what you can see in my screenshot... It seems very confusing, is it? XD... Well, the 1st time I've played it was I don't know which one to click to fight XD
You can build your expertise here... Ah,expertise is which one you want to be either: A Melee (close-range attack), A Mage/Magic (mid-range attack) or A Gunner (long-range attack)... Well, in fact, I'm a gun mage... A gun mage is a mix of being a gunner & a mage^^ which was awesomee XD
Sunday, April 14, 2013
~Mood Swings~
I'm not sure if I understand about these college' stuff... Is it we have to register then, know our result after that? That's totally ridiculous >.< stop playing with me... I have a lot of future to think of, you know? Everyone have different futures to think of so, try manage your stuffs wisely so, I can understand -.-
I'm not complaining this but this is what I want to say... Even my mom were like "result 1st, then graduate"... But it was the opposite way... We need to know our results too, you know? Those results lies our futures >_< so, please...
Even other students wait passionately enough for the results...But tell us, why graduate 1st without knowing our results? >.< These doesn't make sense to me at all.... I'm feeling frustrated right now >.<
I have a very long journey to go to what my real future is...so, I need those results to fulfill it^^ Try to be responsible on what you were doing^^ (wait, someone said this to me before?) oh yeah, my SMT's friends did^^ Thanks to them, I able to do continue my journey to my future because I was nearly give up that future^^
"What past is past... You don't have to remember it... Think about now & also, your future" these words made me want to do something good so, I can make my parents proud of me^^ and yeah, my dad always said these things to me as a self-motivation, not some random saying^^
I'm not complaining this but this is what I want to say... Even my mom were like "result 1st, then graduate"... But it was the opposite way... We need to know our results too, you know? Those results lies our futures >_< so, please...
Even other students wait passionately enough for the results...But tell us, why graduate 1st without knowing our results? >.< These doesn't make sense to me at all.... I'm feeling frustrated right now >.<
I have a very long journey to go to what my real future is...so, I need those results to fulfill it^^ Try to be responsible on what you were doing^^ (wait, someone said this to me before?) oh yeah, my SMT's friends did^^ Thanks to them, I able to do continue my journey to my future because I was nearly give up that future^^
"What past is past... You don't have to remember it... Think about now & also, your future" these words made me want to do something good so, I can make my parents proud of me^^ and yeah, my dad always said these things to me as a self-motivation, not some random saying^^
Friday, April 12, 2013
My Drawing Part 2
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| Amnesia (Kent,Ikki,Toma & Shin) |
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| Amnesia (Heroine & Ikki) |
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| Shin's Female Version --> Shin beside her^^ |
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| Ikki's Female Version (For my sweet cousin)
I'll be continuing my drawing after my June exam later on^^so, don't worry^^
Anyway, hope you guys like it^^
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My Drawing Part 1
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| Arcana Famiglia (Nova, Felicita & Liberta) |
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| Freestyle Drawing |
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| Sword Art Online (Asuna & Kirito) |
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| Sword Art Online (Asuna & Kirito) |
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| Sword Art Online (Asuna & Kirito) |
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| 07 Ghost (Teito & Mikage) |
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| 07 Ghost (Teito & Mikage) |
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| Sword Art Online (Asuna & Kirito) |
Thursday, April 11, 2013
What's My Future After This...?
I'm so happy to hear that I'll be graduating with some of my friends^^but the problem is one of our result haven't come out yet but how can they know we'll be graduating without one of our results? 0.0 hmm, VERY weird >.< and then, we have to pay for the registration of our graduation's... I don't know why we have to pay to register? Out of curiosity, I still don't know >.< and the last day for the registration was... 27th April...That's less than 3 weeks more >.<
Because of that, my dream wasn't fulfilled -.- My dream was to go to Brunei Polytechnic but guess that dream wasn't fulfilled -deep sigh-.... Right now, I have to choose whether I have to continue there or continue to other college? >.<
I'm so frustrated right now...Like how am I going to do with my life now? >.< should I continue or go to a new dream instead? I need to move on with a brand new dream.... Or should I not? 0.o My dream was to be an IT student... I envied those who created all Mobile Technologies such as Ipad and any kind of devices^^ like how can they made those things? I was like.... I wanna do that too >.< SO BADLY... I want to know everything...I'm a girl with full curiosity^^
Ican't think of any dreams than that >.< that's my only dream since I was elementary... And now, I have to focus on my driving class too >.< it's 11th hour now, so 4 hours left to go till the driving test 0.0 and my feet can't stop shaking XD -sigh- hmm, I wonder... How am I going to be like when I'm driving later? XD LOL^^ can't imagine it...
Because of that, my dream wasn't fulfilled -.- My dream was to go to Brunei Polytechnic but guess that dream wasn't fulfilled -deep sigh-.... Right now, I have to choose whether I have to continue there or continue to other college? >.<
I'm so frustrated right now...Like how am I going to do with my life now? >.< should I continue or go to a new dream instead? I need to move on with a brand new dream.... Or should I not? 0.o My dream was to be an IT student... I envied those who created all Mobile Technologies such as Ipad and any kind of devices^^ like how can they made those things? I was like.... I wanna do that too >.< SO BADLY... I want to know everything...I'm a girl with full curiosity^^
Ican't think of any dreams than that >.< that's my only dream since I was elementary... And now, I have to focus on my driving class too >.< it's 11th hour now, so 4 hours left to go till the driving test 0.0 and my feet can't stop shaking XD -sigh- hmm, I wonder... How am I going to be like when I'm driving later? XD LOL^^ can't imagine it...
I love this song SO BAD!!! XD
The song that I've always listened to was from an anime, "amnesia" ... The anime was released recently... I watched it twice already and still, it doesn't keep me bored^^ Beside I'm an anime-lover, so I like to keep updating what's new & what's old by surfing internet, of course^^
Ah!!!^^nearly forgot about the songs^^the songs was "Zoetrope" by Yanagi Nagi & "Recall" by Ray...Both of them really rock my heart out cause this is my type of songs^^ and yes, it's pretty weird that a mature 19 years old to like ANIME, wasn't it? But that's who I am... An anime lover since elementary school...Guess I was influenced by my friends who like animes as well too^^
Wanna listen?
1) http://youtu.be/FO9IR5D1koQ - this is the opening song for the anime, "amnesia"... I love listening to it everyday^^ hope you do too^^
2) http://youtu.be/nKrW0TajyE4 - this is the ending song for the anime, "amnesia"... Awesome genre for me^^ what do u think?
And here's the lyrics:
1) Zoetrope (Yanagi Nagi) - http://suisei.kokidokom.net/2013/02/14/yanagi-nagi-zoetrope-lyrics-translation/ ---> A very meaningful yet touching lyrics^^
2) Recall (Ray) - http://carlenne.livejournal.com/104191.html ---> A very nice lyrics so, that your heart can listen to it too^^
I've been listening this mostly when I'm bored & when I'm out of town^^Both of these songs really brought me to some place that are calm & nice^^ somehow when I listened to these songs, I can somehow tried to do the beats of the songs XD Frankly, I'm bad at it XD totally failure, LOL^^
Ah!!!^^nearly forgot about the songs^^the songs was "Zoetrope" by Yanagi Nagi & "Recall" by Ray...Both of them really rock my heart out cause this is my type of songs^^ and yes, it's pretty weird that a mature 19 years old to like ANIME, wasn't it? But that's who I am... An anime lover since elementary school...Guess I was influenced by my friends who like animes as well too^^
Wanna listen?
1) http://youtu.be/FO9IR5D1koQ - this is the opening song for the anime, "amnesia"... I love listening to it everyday^^ hope you do too^^
2) http://youtu.be/nKrW0TajyE4 - this is the ending song for the anime, "amnesia"... Awesome genre for me^^ what do u think?
And here's the lyrics:
1) Zoetrope (Yanagi Nagi) - http://suisei.kokidokom.net/2013/02/14/yanagi-nagi-zoetrope-lyrics-translation/ ---> A very meaningful yet touching lyrics^^
2) Recall (Ray) - http://carlenne.livejournal.com/104191.html ---> A very nice lyrics so, that your heart can listen to it too^^
I've been listening this mostly when I'm bored & when I'm out of town^^Both of these songs really brought me to some place that are calm & nice^^ somehow when I listened to these songs, I can somehow tried to do the beats of the songs XD Frankly, I'm bad at it XD totally failure, LOL^^
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